Current dad situation.

My dad had been in hospital for few weeks. He started to be moved in to hospital when my big brother found out that his legs got some maggots. Its really disgusting when i thought about it.

Doctor inspected him and said the maggots is there eating the flesh because the meat is dead. To cure this situation, they need to take off any place that is infected by the maggots. Or any dead meat. Few days before operation, the nurse found out his thumb also got some maggots.

Today is the day of the operation. It is quite sudden when my big bro just asked my small bro and my for our agreement on the amputation of my dad's leg. My small bro and I agreed. I think there is no other, so i agreed to it.

Now the operation is done. The leg amputation is done. The right leg is gone until the knee. I don't think his life will be the same anymore. Not if he don't want to go through the physiology treatment. I hope God had a better arrangement for him which i don't know what is it.

My dad and my big bro had been very negative for all these. My dad scolded the doctor vulgar words. However, i guess the doctor had been used to it la. The doctor is trying to save life. Not trying to kill him. Its just my dad himself cannot accept the fact that his leg is gone. And his thumb too.

Moody

All the time i was in KL, i feel much better because i dont like my home in Sibu. The main reason is because my mom left us early to the heaven and now my dad is in charge of home. He is doing a bad job. Really bad one. 

However, seeing him in his current state really pain my heart out. He cannot walk to bathroom so he didnt bath for few months. My big bro who quit his job to take care of dad only clean his body everyday. My big bro almost gone crazy due to the stress and psychology tension. He often said he wish the world end like what the mayan calendar said.... i really really dont know what should i do. 

Its really painful to see him like that. Even if he is not a good dad. Somewhere in my mind saying,"wouldnt it be better for all of us if my dad go to meet my mom?" My bro can start to work back. We have less tension and stress. Everything will become peaceful. However, this is my dad. Even though his leg got some hole and inside the hole got worm, even if he cannot shit and pee properly, he is still my dad. I am putting aside everything now, except my work and my dad.... and my bros. I dont want to have any new commitment. I will just go with the flow. 

Next week will be a big week, determine whether i will continue to stay in my current company to work or i will start looking for a new job. I am looking for higher salary pay, wherever i need to go. I will care less about other thing now. Even socializing if needed. Let other people say i am antisocial or what, i dont care...

I wish there is some way to reduce my big bro stress. 

One day trip at Sepang.

Had went to a friend's house in Sepang after fetching a colleague to LCCT airport. 

Then went to a friend house and have lunch and dinner there. Her mom cooked for us. :D

This Kit Kat is from Japan. She keep on finding food for me when i reached there. Hahaha

Actually planned to go to some place in Sepang that i never went. Its a temple. Her mom and dad wanted to visit the temple first so i fetch them there and waited for them. 

This is gano farm. A mushroom farm. 

Gano farm tag here.

Many mushroom decoration inside the shop. So i bought some snacks, drinks and a soap that can cure skin problem, just in case my skin got problem again.

Real mushroom being planted outside. There are many types of mushroom that some of them i never see before.

This is just for showing the customer. There should be a lot more somewhere there

Some of them looked really pretty.

Strange that how the mushroom grow on this.

So after went to gano farm, we went to bridge of lover... in chinese they called it "qing ren qiao" but its broken. The bridge is under maintenance. So next time i visit my friend there, we will go again.