With 2016 coming to the end, I am writing this post to remind myself again.
So in 2016
1. Buy a house. Finally manage to get one house. Hopefully more to come soon.
2. Reduce my weight to 75kg. Failed. Didnt even get to 80kg.
3. Run 4 marathons. Failed. Registered for one but didnt manage to go.
4. Promotion to Team lead. Failed this one too because the company that I was working at before shutted down.
5. Have at least 25k savings. Failed this one. Not that it is very far away.
6. Make a few more website or a php library file for sale in some web site. Completed this one with 2 more websites actually.
7. Vacation to 1 foreign country. Yeah. To Korea. In fact, this post is written in Busan. And also a working trip to Canada for 2 months which is really amazing.
8. Vacation to one of the place in Malaysia. Yeah. Had been to Melaka, Ipoh and a relaxing hotspring.
So it is 4/8
I already set few resolution for 2017. Hopefully I can achieve more than 80% this time.
1. Saving more than 50k
2. Go to one foreign country for vacation
3. Made at least 2 local trips
4. Learn one more foreign language (Japanese or Korean will do)
5. Reduce weight to 80kg. 10kg to go.
6. Make one more website.
7. Learn to cook better and more healthy
8. Get a freelance project once every 4 months
Time to make myself busier in 2017. Hahahaha
Tuesday, December 13, 2016
Saturday, November 26, 2016
When the people that you love and love you left you.
Back in secondary school, I am quite close with this one girl in my class. Coincidentally, we stayed in the same taman, so sometimes I will cycle pass her house to see if she is around. Sometimes she is outside, so I can have some chat with her. She is a girl that I really care about.
I remember there is once, we need to write an English essay with computer and print it out. Basically we just need to type something and print. When I reach her house by cycling, she told me she had no idea what essay to write. However, next day is the due date already. So I cycle back home, finish typing something from an essay book that I got from my elder brother, basically I just copy everything word by word from the book to computer, save it to diskette and then pass it to her. She is shocked that it was done in such a short time.
When we finish form 5, we didnt contact each other anymore. It is because the last time I met her, I knew she already had a boyfriend. Few months after SPM, I got a news that she passed away. I am quite shocked but the tears didn't come immediately. It only came when I am thinking about it at night time.
If she didn't pass away, we might be going to form 6 together, we might be even together....
Thinking back, when I stayed in hospital with my mom, I texted her using sms that I am in hospital. She called me immediately to ask what happened.... I felt a bit touched at that time.
I became kinda moody after she passed away, but life goes on.
There is this one person in church, an advisor, that really take good care of my brothers and me. He sees us like his own son, taking good care of us, teach us how to play harmonica and so on. We are also very close with his eldest son.
One day, he got caught in an accident and hospitalized. We felt shocked and visited in hospital but he is in coma state. After few weeks of treatment, there is no improvement because he is fully depending on machine to survive. So the doctor told the family, they have to take off the machine and let him survive on his own. The chances to live on is slim. He then passed away leaving his 3 sons that is still very young.
I tried to comfort his eldest son because we are very close.
Few months if not a years later, my mom is the one who passed away. She is having a hard time breathing. Dad got back from work, saw mom is suffering, called pastor, pastor came, we prayed, we sang some peaceful song, we realized my mom's blood vein at her neck is pumping slower, I looked at my elder brother and he looked at me at the same time, we are scared, she slowly stopped breathing. We cried.
It felt sucks when all the people that you love and the people that love you left earlier. I wonder who else will have this kind of sad experience.
I remember there is once, we need to write an English essay with computer and print it out. Basically we just need to type something and print. When I reach her house by cycling, she told me she had no idea what essay to write. However, next day is the due date already. So I cycle back home, finish typing something from an essay book that I got from my elder brother, basically I just copy everything word by word from the book to computer, save it to diskette and then pass it to her. She is shocked that it was done in such a short time.
When we finish form 5, we didnt contact each other anymore. It is because the last time I met her, I knew she already had a boyfriend. Few months after SPM, I got a news that she passed away. I am quite shocked but the tears didn't come immediately. It only came when I am thinking about it at night time.
If she didn't pass away, we might be going to form 6 together, we might be even together....
Thinking back, when I stayed in hospital with my mom, I texted her using sms that I am in hospital. She called me immediately to ask what happened.... I felt a bit touched at that time.
I became kinda moody after she passed away, but life goes on.
There is this one person in church, an advisor, that really take good care of my brothers and me. He sees us like his own son, taking good care of us, teach us how to play harmonica and so on. We are also very close with his eldest son.
One day, he got caught in an accident and hospitalized. We felt shocked and visited in hospital but he is in coma state. After few weeks of treatment, there is no improvement because he is fully depending on machine to survive. So the doctor told the family, they have to take off the machine and let him survive on his own. The chances to live on is slim. He then passed away leaving his 3 sons that is still very young.
I tried to comfort his eldest son because we are very close.
Few months if not a years later, my mom is the one who passed away. She is having a hard time breathing. Dad got back from work, saw mom is suffering, called pastor, pastor came, we prayed, we sang some peaceful song, we realized my mom's blood vein at her neck is pumping slower, I looked at my elder brother and he looked at me at the same time, we are scared, she slowly stopped breathing. We cried.
It felt sucks when all the people that you love and the people that love you left earlier. I wonder who else will have this kind of sad experience.
Thursday, November 24, 2016
Nightmare when I was a kid.
I always have this nightmare when I was a kid.
Something like someone is shouting inside my head, loudly, fiercely and made me a bit scared every time that happened. It hasn't happened for quite some time but it appeared again just now. Now it's gone again. Usually it happens when I am resting or sleeping but just now it happened when I am wide awake, playing games.
I guess I am just too tired. And maybe a bit emotional too because I remembered that 3 persons that really care about me when I was studying, all 3 of them passed away in 1 year.
I will write about them ... maybe in my next post, just to remember them.
Something like someone is shouting inside my head, loudly, fiercely and made me a bit scared every time that happened. It hasn't happened for quite some time but it appeared again just now. Now it's gone again. Usually it happens when I am resting or sleeping but just now it happened when I am wide awake, playing games.
I guess I am just too tired. And maybe a bit emotional too because I remembered that 3 persons that really care about me when I was studying, all 3 of them passed away in 1 year.
I will write about them ... maybe in my next post, just to remember them.
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