Still not good enough.

Had been to a lot of successful interview and thought I am quite good already. But recently went to one interview and talked to the Boss. It's a new company that have a good marketing strategy that will probably earn a lot of money in future. I am quite interested to work there because of the bonus and quarterly reviewed salary. Not sure if I can be one of the developers there or not but after he asked me several question that I can't answer, i start to feel the world is so big. I am still so small.

Web development is not a field that I can slack after i achieve a certain level of reputation. After become Senior Web Developer, i feel i had been slowing down a lot in my work and everything. Even my skill improvement had been slowed down. When he asked me did I even heard of this and that website, i say no. Then feels like I am not exposed enough to all opportunity and chances of career. I might be good in what I am doing, but recently I had been involved in a lot of religion activity. I wont say this will cause me to slow down but everytime when I am looking forward to the religion activity, i kinda slow down in work. I hope i can fix this problem. I believe God will guide me.

Even though I said I can do web development, but I never really did host a website, setting up a server, setting up a framework and everything on my own. Everytime it is done by the team leader of the company. If I am going to go down this road, i must learn how to do this. Setting up a framework for web development shouldn't really be an issue since i did that before during interview in Singapore but still, i never really did that on my own. I hope i got the motivation to do that some day.

Religion activity really makes me happy everytime. I think I had decided which girl that I should go for. Let's give her more time to react on everything that I had done for her. Maybe I'm still not good enough for her but well, I hope God will arrange the best for both of us.