New year wishlist

So in this new year, there are a few things that i wanted to achieve.

1. I want to have at least 10k in my savings.

2. I want to get to 75kg. Now i am at 80kg.

3. I want to have at least 200 business partners this year.

4. I want to have income at least 4.5k by the end of this year.

5. I want to have the best health and skin condition this year.

6. I want to be a very good guitarist

7. I want to be a good in badminton

8. I want to buy a new ipad.

9. I want to get a girlfriend :)

10. I want to go back Sibu at least 5 times

Dad to hospital

This morning, when i was asleep soundly, my phone ring. It was a message from my brother.

"Dad admitted to hospital"

I know it had been a long time since my dad been to hospital but now he is in hospital again. His physical condition is not good from the start. But now i believe its getting worse. He enjoyed too much when he was young. Even Nutrilite is not on time to help him now. 

When i receive this message, i realize that he might not be able to live long anymore. He is getting sicker....

Few months before my mother pass away, i always thought, she might be able to recover. I also thought, if my mom really died, i will be prepared for it, will not cry for too long or too much.... but in the end, i still cannot control myself. It is a life, a person who care for you the most since you were born, who will not cry over it.

I remember, everyone who cares for me the most in my life, pass away one by one. First is a girl from secondary school, she cares for me the most and i always spend time with her outside her house. That time i think i am in love with her. But after form 5, we contact each other less than usual. On one Sunday, i suddenly receive a message telling me that she passed away.... I was so shocked.... She is the one who care for me when i was inside the hospital, with my mom that time. I really feel sad and when i got home that day, i cried...

The next person is an advisor of my church. He is the one who cares me the most. I am so friendly with his child. We are like a family. He recognize what i had been doing in the church and I feel really safe and comfortable around the advisor. One day, he caught in an accident and he pass away after few days. Again, i was so sad and i also cried over it.

After that is my mom.

I always know that human will pass away one day but if that really happen to you, i bet you will not be able to hold your feeling and cry out loud. 

Treasure and appreciate everyone around you. Do not waste your time anymore. :'(

In Love?

Since not really many people will come across this blog, i guess this is a good place for me to write whatever i want. :D

When i saw so almost all of my friends are having girlfriend and boyfriend, actually i thought of having one myself too. But its just hard to decide who to go for. Since there are too many good girls around me. 

Almost all the girls that i like is younger or same age with me.

2 of the same ages, 1 of them is 3 years younger, 1 of them is 7 years younger and another one is 8 years younger. Omg, am i a lolicon? Hahaha

I really should set down properly and think what should I do. Shouldn't mess around again like what I am doing now. 

God, please give me strength and health to do what I should. :D

Thanksgiving year.

Like every year end, i will post what I wanted to thanks and my feeling of gratitude here. Whatever I have achieved too. :D

In year 2012, compared to 2011, i started to learn driving. I got my license at March.

I also bought a car at June. Its just a Proton, nothing else.

Next, i bought a smartphone at March too :D. The smartphone really helped a lot but not even a month after that, Samsung Galaxy S3 came out. :(

This year, i went to 3 places that is out of Selangor, which is Ipoh, Kuantan and Penang. 

Kuantan is a trip to Sungai Lembing and it is a great one. Enjoyed the waterfall climbing. 

Ipoh is only a one day trip.

Penang is a 2 days trip.

In 2012, i had been to 3 companies. First is CBSA which i start worked last year. 

Second is EASI(M) Sdn Bhd which their main project is developing the ticketing system for GSC, so i often get free movie ticket.

3rd is Driven Communication, which is developing oto.my website for car selling. It is a company under Paultan.org, so it is a very strong company too. 

Of course, some bad things happen too. I hit a people car and after he fixed the car, i need to pay him RM300. Another things is my Ipad was stolen. The ipad cost RM2199. Its expensive and i am so sad that it is gone now. KL is a dangerous place. Be more cautious when you are here :D

Big event and turnover in my life year 2012

January - Didn't go back to my hometown for Chinese New Year
February - Start car driving license practise
March - Buying my first smart phone
           - Break up with my ex gf
           - Get car license
April - First time went to Kuantan
May - Buy car
June - Get car
        - Leave CBSA, joined Easi (M)
July - Jasper come KL
August - Leave Easi (M), joined Driven Communication
September - A good friend came to KL
October - My sister come KL
              - My ipad been stolen
November - Went to Penang for the first time
December - Become waiter for fun for the first time
                 - Go old folks home in Selangor for the first time

Westlife

Lately i am really back into Westlife songs. Their songs are great. I am in love with them now. Omg.... omg...

How to control my hunger?

I am hungry now. What should i do to not eat?


Drink a lot a lot of water.

Read manga

Sleep

Find someone to talk to. But dont talk about food.

Find something big to do, like watch your favorite movie.

Keep on telling yourself, i am full

Eat air

Reset

If there is a reset button in life, maybe i will choose not to come KL. Maybe i will choose to stay in Sibu, live a normal life. With my knowledge, i guess i will only be a programmer for the whole life. But after coming to KL, my life totally changed.

I am now just a bit tired of everything. Maybe is because the fatigue from last few night. Suddenly being asked to be a waiter at a restaurant for a wedding is really not an easy thing. Although it makes some fast money but it is so less. Its for students....student!!! ok?

Currently am single. When i have problem, donno who to share to. Need to look tough in front of everyone. Causing myself to be so tired. Hahaha. Never mind, i will just find something to do to increase my concentration and focus.....

Man, i hate my current state.... 

Kalakap SS2

This new food restaurant is located at SS2 besides Chatime and Starbucks.

I went there to eat after finish online at Starbucks

This is what my friend eat. Its big and satisfying.

This one is mine. Golden drumstick. Not bad. It taste really nice and delicious.

It worth the money you spend. Total amount that costs us for this and drinks is RM32. No tax and there is wifi too. However, i cannot use the wifi there and i don't know the reason. The broadband line for digi is not stable too. :)