I think i might be able to leave single life soon. This is a great feeling. Feel so great that everything in my life seems easier. If someone is appreciating, liking to what you do, you will have the greatest feeling in the world. Thats what happen to me now.
These few days, everything i do is being appreciated. I really feel great. I think even my efficiency at works had been increased. Nothing seems impossible and nothing is hard. Its time to rush for another level.
I have two friends that will get married on 24 March 2013. Congratulation to them. I will post some picture on my blog after that. Hopefully i can bring my beloved there too.
I went to a friend house last night after mandarin oranges festival. Then after helping her doing some of her assignment, i fall asleep. Her room mate is around at that time too. The time i fall asleep is actually about 3 or 5 am, i'm not sure now. Anyway, i am lacking of sleep now. Whenever i lack of sleep, i will feel not well and even get sick. So i need to get some good sleep tonight. It was really cold last night.
She is the girl that i like so much now. A girl that I had officially met last few days. But she is still having a boyfriend now. Feeling like a third party now. Maybe gonna take a passive role. But I admit that I think of her very often. No idea why but that is it.
You know you had fallen in love when u are happy to receive her message, happy for a long time when she said something sweet to you and whatever you do, she is the first person that you think of. I am the happiest person when the person that I love find me on her own.
Its just a random repetitive dance where one person start shaking first, then when the music reach a certain part, everyone around started dancing too. The stranger it is, the better it is. Normally the harlem dance is about 30 seconds only. People all around the world had already started to get involved with this dance, even the company where i am working.
This video is produced today by my colleagues when i had already go back.
I just laughed at this video non stop when i first saw it. I think i laugh for continuously 3-5 minutes. Hahahaha
I really like this song. IU is really a talented singer and she is really pretty too. And as I said previously, girl who can sing really can make my heart move. :) I wonder some girls feel like that too to guys who can sing well.
This is the lyrics..
eojjeom ireoke haneureun deo paran geonji
Why is the sky so much more blue?
oneulttara wae barameun tto wanbyeokhanji
Why is the breeze so perfect today?
geunyang moreuneun cheok hana motdeureun cheok
Pretending like I don’t know, like I didn’t hear a thing
jiwobeorin cheok ttan yaegil sijakhalkka
like I erased it, should we start talking about something else?
amu mal motage immatchulkka
Should we kiss so we can’t say anything?
nunmuri chaollaseo gogael deureo
My eyes fill with tears, so I lift my head up
heureuji motage tto saljjak useo
I smile a little so they won’t fall
naege wae ireoneunji museun mareul haneunji
Why are you like this to me, what are you saying?
oneul haetdeon modeun mal jeo haneul wiro
All the things we talked about go to the sky
hanbeondo motaetdeon mal ulmyeonseo hal jureun na mollatdeon mal
The words I have never said , the words I didn’t know I’d say as I cried
naneunyo oppaga joheungeol eotteokhae
I like you, oppa, what do I do?
saero bakkwin nae meoriga byeolloyeonneunji
Was my recent hairstyle change bad?
ipgo nawatdeon osi silsuyeotdeon geonji
Did I wear the wrong clothes?
ajik moreuneun cheok gieok an naneun cheok
Still pretending like I don’t know, like I don’t remember
amu ireopdeon geotcheoreom gureobolkka
Should I act as if nothing happened?
geunyang nagajago yaegihalkka
Should I just say that we should go out?
nunmuri chaollaseo gogael deureo
My eyes fill with tears, so I lift my head up
heureuji motage tto saljjak useo
I smile a little so they won’t fall
naege wae ireoneunji museun mareul haneunji
Why are you like this to me, what are you saying?
oneul haetdeon modeun mal jeo haneul wiro
All the things we talked about go to the sky
hanbeondo motaetdeon mal ulmyeonseo hal jureun na mollatdeon mal
The words I have never said, the words I didn’t know I’d say as I cried
naneunyo oppaga joheungeol (hyu~) eotteokhae
I like you, oppa, what do I do?
ireon nareul bogo geureon seulpeun mareun haji marayo
Don’t say those kind of sad things, while looking at me like this
cheoreomneun geonji jogeum dunhan geonji mideul suga eomneungeollyo
Is it that I’m childish or a bit slow, I can’t believe it
nunmureun naoneunde hwaljjak useo
Even though I’m crying, I smile
ne apeul makgoseo mak keuge useo
I block your way and I just smile widely
naega wae ireoneunji bukkeureomdo eomneunji
Why am I being like this, do I not have any shame?
jajonsimeun gopge jeobeo haneurwiro
I fold my pride up neatly and throw it up to the sky
han beondo motaetdeon mal eojjeomyeon dasin motal baro geu mal
The words I have never said, the words I might never be able to say again
Well, i spent my 2013 Chinese New Year in Pontian, Johor. Its quite bored when my friend went out to do his stuff. I just stayed at home, played with my phone. Luckily i did bring my guitar. I can at least practice my guitar whenever i wanted to.
Well, kampung place is really great especially the weather and the refreshing air. The living room is as cold as my room with air conditioner on-ed for few hours. And the air is definitely cleaner than those in my room. Hahaha.
Just my friend's family, i already gotten ang pao for almost RM100. And when we gambled on poker, i win few ringgits too. Lol.. When i went to house visiting, i also got around 20++. So I can be considered to earn quite a lot at this Chinese New Year. But i believe my car will need to be serviced within 2 or 3 months because of the distance that we travelled.
I actually missed the city live. I think i am more suitable to live in city. Not really suitable to live in kampung. :-)
2 days before Chinese New Year, we have this company dinner at LA Meridien hotel at KL sentral. The buffet is quite delicious. Below is some picture of the food there.
Met this girl through some way. She is quite pretty. And i think maybe she is quite attracted to me as well. Its because she will reply all my messages and even ask something about me. I called her several times to talk and its good. The feeling is good.
She also sent me some of the picture when she is feasting. Of course I am the one who start to send her those kind of picture first.
I think i am deeply in love with her. Just through some conversation, chat and picture...wtf, i am so easily fallen in love?
1 more months, it will be one year after i break up. I remember i promised myself not to have girlfriend in 2 years but it seems like the rule is made to be broken. Hahaha. Its just too hard to do that. One year is already not easy.
How to let others feel comfortable when talking to you?
I know how, but sometimes even myself cannot do it. Not easy. Haha.
Agree with what he/she tell you. Sometimes its wrong, so don't agree about everything. But if you agree most of the time, he/she will feel you are really easy and comfortable to talk to.
When he/she is talking, keep quiet and listen. Don't make too many noise like "em, yes, ya, true, right". This kind of noise is only made when you are making phone call to make sure you are still there and you are still listening.
Ask appropriate question. People like to talk what they are good in. When you want to let him/her talk, ask question that you are sure that he/she knows the answer. Best is if you ask something she/he is best in. Then he/she will continue to talk non stop.
If you wanna talk about something, better to let him/her finish her/his talks first. If you are cutting in the middle of his/her talk, of course he/she will not feel comfortable talking to you. So don't cut in people when they are talking.
Listen more than talk. People who tend to listen more is more likely to be like by someone. There is one case where a friend of mine, keep on listening only to an aunty to talk, finally the aunty introduce him to other aunties saying "He is so friendly. He is really a good guy". But what has he done? He only listened. So the listen, listen, listen.... is really something. Hahaha.
When talking to opposite sex, don't talk about unappropriate things like sex or alcohol. This will make them lost respect to you.
Like i said, its not easy to do this because some of us might like to talk more than listen. So this really takes time to practices. Once you had practices enough, i am sure everyone you talk to will be comfortable with you.
Nope, its not English song. Its Malay song, sang by Ella, ratu Rock in Malaysia. Her voice is really special and i love it so much. When i was a teenagers... about 15-18 years old, i already listened to her voice and have a good feeling of it but because of not able to find her song, i stopped listening to it.
Now, everything is available in internet. I really love her song especially this one. Standing in the eyes of the world. Feels so motivated when i see the lyric as well.
Thursday night, we went to Maiu Japanese Buffet Restaurant to have a farewell dinner for Cheeze Chung because he is going back to Sabah soon.
When we first arrived, i feel really not happy with the restaurant because the service is too slow. We wrote a lot of order and foods but it came really really slow and in the end, when its about to end, the food just come in a bulk and we almost cannot finish eating it.
Fried tofu.
All kind of sushi available, we ordered it
This is the leftover food and my friends put it all in front of me. They thought I am really a heavy eater.
Again, they add another place of chicken.
Can see the different with the previous picture? There are extra food on the plate at the left.
Overall comment, i really think they should increase their service speed and also have more employees. Its too slow if you asked me. I really hope the food come in 5-10 minutes after order but no, it come about 15-30 minutes after order. All of us are really hungry when we reach and we just hope to start eat as soon as possible.