Work Satisfaction

Although these few days can only go back home at around 11.30pm, i still feel great and satisfied. Its because I feel I had done a lot of improvement in my work. A big improvement. I can now debug the code faster than before. I can find out some bug that others cannot. Word cannot describe how satisfied am I.

Other than that, my life had been nothing special lately. Maybe this is lifeless but I hope this week work can let me gain some reputation and make me get more increment. If not, I am leaving for sure. 

A company named QR Solution Malaysia Sdn Bhd from nearby found me through Jobstreet and asked for my application. It means they are interested in my resume. Another company from Singapore named Pioneers & Leaders also did the same. It means my resume is attractive enough to attract their attention and gain their trust. My contract end in 2 months. Let see how does it goes.

A day of dinner in Bangi

Last Sunday night, my friend, Wai Choon, and I went to Bangi to find my brother to have dinner. We went to a restaurant to eat Yong Tau Fu end up we ordered dishes for the dinner.

Some green vegetables.

Chicken in wrapper.

Yong Tau Fu

Ma Po Taufu

Some vege like long beans.

And most expensive of all, fish...

Total cost is about RM109. Each of us paid RM18. Its really an expensive meal.

Gratitude.

Gratitude is shown when someone helped you or when you helped someone. Here is some gratitude shown to me when i helped them.

My brother's friends come to PJ from their uni and i let them stay in my room for 2 days. This is the gratitude shown by them.

Went to do some charity work at Old Folk's home and this is the certificate they give after that.

Helped my colleagues to do this and that. So this is what i get. 

This is bought by a friend from Australia. She gave this to me as a souvenir. Thanks to her, it had been a long time since i last taste this Nougat.

What's happening lately?

Can you imagine, some unwanted noise that can go through your earphone in the office... like people snoring while sleeping in the office. 

Office working time is flexible. Some people come to office to sleep. After sleeping for 2-3 hours, wake up and continue to work. I don't really think this is a healthy environment. Cannot accept...

Latest stuff about me. Like i said before, i had moved to a new room. And the room is very hot every night when there are no rain. From now on, i will hope the weather will rain at night. Hahaha. Alright, i started to cook more often since i am at home. I will try to learn to cook more foods soon. 

Unifi installing will be done at this Sunday. Then from that day onward, i will start my plan on something big. Something that is tedious but not everyone is willing to do. Will need some high motivation on it. Too many things i wanted to do but too less time to learn it. Will need to cherish all the time I have. 

Small regret.

I regret something that i did last year which is buying a car. The car really cost me a lot of money. One month at least RM700 for the loan and fuel. Imagine if i keep extra RM700 each month. There is about 9k already in a year. Well, nothing i can do now. 

It had been one year and now the car insurance is coming. Another big amount of money is needed. Since my big brother in Sibu resigned from his work to take care of dad, he will need money from me and my small bro. Another extra commitment. Hopefully everything will get better.

I am sorry.

This post was meant for the person who comment one of my blog post that I had deleted. Sorry for saying those stupid thing. Never thought you will come and read my blog anymore.

Hope you are well now.

New room.

Guess what, i moved again. This time to Seksyen 17. Last time i stayed at Sea Park because the LRT is really nearby but since I have car now, i can choose place that is cheaper.

This new room is not bad. Just a bit hot at day time. My housemate it very friendly. One of the girl studied at Help University is quite pretty if you ask me. Although she had a birthmark at her lips, that just make her more attractive. She is funny and hardworking too. Maybe at last minute only. Since she is having exam these few days, she keep on studying until very late at the living room. Few times i talked to her at living room until 2 or 3am.

This new house got some utilities like washing machine, water heater, refrigerator and also stove. I can cook whatever i want. And i will apply Unifi soon.

In short, this new room is my room for coming 2 years at least. Because right after i apply unifi, it will be problematic if I move since i will be charged if i terminate the unifi within 2 years of application.

Another video, same song but better sound.

This one i use a better sound recorder to record it. Enjoy.

My next plan.

God is really nice to me. Some problem had been solved just like that. 

First problem which is my father who cannot walk anymore will be full time taken care by my big brother. He resigned from his work and will take care of dad from now on. My original plan is to go back Sibu to work and part timely take care of him, reducing my brother's burden but now it seems ok already. My big brother will be able to do a better job.

Secondly is about my relationship problem. As usual, there is no definite answer from her and she still remained unattached to anyone.  But due to many stress from work and family, i will stop to chase her full time. I will not really put in a lot of effort for that from now on. Whenever i am free, will just call her for a little chat. I will do the same to other people as well. Just to increase my social skill. :)

About the stress at work, i believe my team leader is really nice to us. He did a lot of job that is supposed to do by us. So i guess most of the problem had been solved. I will just focus on what i need to do now. Keep fit, diet. 

Start off with a gym training, then the group exercise program and then reduce food, take appropriate supplement then continue this for half year. I believe i will be able to get the results that i want. 

Just a small sharing on my video.

This is me singing wo yi wei by Ping Guan.

Emo post again.

I really don't want to be like this but i just need a place to said this out. 

My dad condition is getting worse. Cannot stand up after finish business in toilet. Cannot climb up to motor when my brother want to fetch him. Walk a bit also very tired. Leg swell. Not appetite again. Eat at morning and then night time just hungry and eat a bit again. I am so in dilemma now..... should i go back...or not....

This affected my labor day feeling. Whole day no mood and don't want to go anywhere. Whenever i am so stressed and moody, i will play my guitar and sing out loud. Hopefully my housemate don't mind. Or i will go to music cafe to listen people sing. 

I don't want to find anyone today. I don't want to talk to anyone today. I don't want to meet anyone and don't want to accept any call today. I also don't want to call anyone today. I don't want to let my friend see my moody moment. 

I feel so powerless....because i cannot do anything to help my dad having a better life. Its all my fault. I am so tired now. I am really considering....should i go back..... Many friends in Sibu asked me, when will i go back... but i tell them all, i will be staying long term in KL. I like here so much.....

And this year had make a lot of mistakes.... i really hope this year can reset....

T_T

If i am given a chance to restudy my college.....i think i will choose the same place and same subject. It suits me very much. I am a Web developer, a programmer. I do coding. I do something that not everyone can do. But because of this job habit, it had caused me several problem. Thinking too much is one of it. Arghhh!!!! 

Want crazy liao......

Alright.... finish my emo post..... now get back to topic.

I still will stay in KL no matter what happened. I will just work harder to keep more money. Stop with girl chasing now. It money consuming. Its really money consuming. Focus on work first. 

Happy and sad at the same time

When will a person feel happy and sad at the same time. 

This is when i feel it. 

I feel happy because i can date her out.

But she keep on texting with many guys. And some guy also keep on calling her. The way she chat with other guy really make me feel she like them. So flirty type. Haha. 

This is how i feel happy and sad at the same time.